I blame pms for everything.

I feel depressed. I do. It sucks.

I have been feeling depressed for almost a week, and I can't seem to figure out why. There is nothing going on in my life that could make me feel so down, aside from the occasional lectures from my dad... but hey, who doesn't get them?
This is why I am resolved to believe that I am pmsing. Honestly, I should've gotten my period 2 weeks ago or something. And no, I am not pregnant. Never had sex and not planning to AT ALL. I am happily single and I plan to remain that way for the next 4 years. :)


I feel like posting a rage fest I had last night, so enjoy.


Wednesday 20th October 2010 9.30pm
Currently very pissed off at this very moment. I believe its pms, but everything is frigging pissing me off!! I hate being pissed SO FRIGGING MUCH!!
I seriously need to breathe. Getting pissed off won't do me any justice at all. It's just pms.
I WON'T LOSE TO PMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes I wish I was a guy. >_<
They don't realise but they have a lot of freedom! Ehem... I mean 'privileges'. I need to frigging rage!!!!!!!!!
My sister needs to get her own laptop! I NEED MY LAPTOP!! THE BITCH KEEPS TAKING IT OFF ME! >_<
I'm not even finished with my fanfiction. Yup... Just PMS.
I seriously hate my life sometimes...
I seriously take that back. My life doesn't suck. Just adolescence. I have to blame something for my rage fest!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Some people need to let go! Some people need to mind their own businesses! Some people need to fix their own lives before they try and ruin others. Some people need to seriously quit being immature and embrace life.
Because you only frigging life ONCE!!


Fuck. I just realised that all this time.. I've been spelling adolescence wrong. >_<

I am seriously getting very VERY pissed off. Okay... I don't know why but every little thing is trigging my temper. WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE SUCH A SHORT TEMPER! FUCK PMS!


Okay.. and I am trying my absolute best trying not to put my anger out on others... something my dad doesn't know how to do. >_<
You see, my dog just ate his lunch for tomorrow, and he went full on rage at me! D: I didn't eat the fucking lunch! >_<
I think I get my short temper from my dad. He's so frigging... He has the frigging temper of what my mother should be.
Sigh... ALL HE'S FUCKING DOING IS SCREAMING IN THE HOUSE! IT'S FUCKING 9.30pm!!


And now... I just feel down right depressed. Sigh... I feel like I want to cry. But I know I don't really need to cry. And I'm not going to force out tears just to satisfy the desire of crying.
Stupid pms.
I really don't know if this is pms, but I'm hoping it is. Because at least I'm not confused... of fuck this, if I don't blame pms... I'm going to be tempted to be the teenager I'm trying to avoid... the really dramatic one that creates drama for themselves.
You know what? I think teenagers are just creating dramas because they get bored with a simple life. And I can't blame them too. I know sometimes I feel bored with my life now that all the drama has dispersed (not really.. just ignoring it purposely), but I prefer living a simple life. And it's quite simple... here's the tip: LET THINGS GO. :)

Meh, anyways. I'm going to bed. And hope that I wake up in a good mood.