This is so wrong... But I can't stop myself.

Okay.. so today... something amazing happened.

Me and my best friend kissed. He's the opposite sex. It feels like a dream. But I can imagine the kiss.
Okay, this was wrong in so many levels.

1. We were friends. We weren't together.
2. We didn't even have feelings for each other. We were just curious. Okay, so maybe, we did. But it was just a little bit and it wasn't anything serious. What would happen if it did become serious.
3. It could ruin my friendship.
4. There are some people who are strongly against our friendship already. What more if they found out about this?

I'm absolutely scared at this. I mean, if it was just one of kind of kisses that you go... meh, I've had better. Then, I wouldn't have anything to worry about. Because you know what? I CAN'T STOP FUCKING THINKING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!

I'm stuffed.

Okay, he's a really good kisser. :S For his first time, of course. What more, if he's experienced? D:

You see, I still have this strong urge to kiss him. After we kissed, I spent the whole day smiling. I was so affected by it. How I finished my english exam, I'll never know. Then I'd spent part of the day just randomly spacing out.. thinking about it.

It feels like a dream now. It doesn't feel like it happened. But I can still remember it vividly. That doesn't make any sense.

Sigh... oh well.