:(

Constantly... I keep getting insecure about Saphire and Seth.
Saphire is an open person. She talks to lots of guys etc. And she's a very likable person.
It scares me. It's just.... they're just so close now...
Seth is starting to tell her stuff.... and that is what freaks me out. Because somehow... I don't even know whether he would tell me the kind of stuff he probably tells her without me guilt tripping him. I don't know...
I used to be the closest person to him. I use to be pretty much, the only girl who he tells me things too. But it's just not like that anymore. And yes, I am very VERY selfish and I am going to say that I don't like it.

But I don't plan to make his life hell and continuously make him feel bad. He's not mine. I don't own him. I will try not to show it. And I will try to not let it get to me [which is very hard for me].

Honestly, I never thought I'd have to worry about these kinds of stuff with Seth. But... I guess things happen..